stuck in the moment....

“Change is the Essence of Life. Be willing to Surrender what you are for what you can Become.”

Life is crazy sometimes. This past 9 months has been a crazy ride. I was dumped for no reason. Yeah, that was a FABULOUS way to start my summer. I got a job. Got a second job. Quit the first job cause they jipped my hours. Quit the second job cause I suffered a knee injury. The best friend moved in with my family and I when I came home from summer from EKU! She has been living here since.

I have seriously had my fair share of ups and downs. It is ridiculous.

1st. One thing leads to another and the reason I didn't go back to EKU is because Logan and I broke up. FALSE!!!!!!!!!

2nd. Apparently I have gained weight since I left EKU. WELL...... there are times that I hate my body and wish that I could lose a few pounds but at the end of the day I am completely comfortable in my skin. I hope you realize that.

3rd. BOYS SUCK!!!!!! I experienced 2 heartbreaks within a 6 month period. WHATEVER! My motto for life is "everything happens for a reason" Which is totally true.

4th. I turn 20 in 7 days! WOO! That means I can get a job in the food industry as a waitress. GIMME YOUR TIPS :)

5th. Within the past few weeks, my life has become pretty awesome. People have entered my life that make me the happiest that I have been in a while and then I have removed people from my life cause they are far from what I need or deserve in my life.

This blog is basically just a catch up blog. Haha! I was going to make a video blog butttt I am not looking all that great right now and I just kinda wanted to vent about my life.

Do people really find it necessary to talk shit about me behind my back when I am no where around to defend myself?? AND to think that these people, I used to consider my friends. Whatever! I was never anything but nice to those people and the fact that it has come down to this breaks my heart. Everything happens for a reason!

THE JUSTIN BIEBER MOVIE COMES OUT IN 6 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!

and i already have tickets :) haha.

oh, screw all the blog posts that I have already written. Well some of them.

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I have so much on my mind but I have NO idea how to put all of my thoughts into words. It's weird.

OH, don't you hate it when you associate a song with a certain someone and then every time you listen to that song it reminds you of that person?! Yeah, i hate it. It brings back unwanted memories that I try my hardest to push to the back of my mind because of they aren't there then I will just be a miserable mess and I deserve nothing but happiness! Yeah. I said it! I finally know that I deserve to be happy.

Well......... I have no idea what else to write about. I have kinda rambled. Hopefully my future blog posts will be more interesting and have more substance! Here goes nothing.

If life gives you lemons..... :)